Joy M.

HEART STRINGS There are times when I want nothing more than to shut the door between this unsightly moment between my right and you're wrong. I can hear the song! Blasting in my ears until I've gone deft and you don't matter anymore. But You keep stringing me along like I'm made of steel  and nothing that happened or said was real! I beg to differ and so now here is the steering wheel! I won't appeal. I just want what is real! And my heart will never be made of fucking steel... J.M.

The wildness of the years can't pacify what I need to hear. That you want me near  &  dear That our naked skin isn't to demoralizing & unclear. My body can't stop quivering when you are near. Do you want me mOi for me? or  what I have called you  in ecstasy - dear? I want to see you smile &  know it is worth my time That my mind &  body &  soul aren't being used for what you consider yours alone. I am who I will always be Someone that feels  &  bleeds That has so many ideas &  won't be caged. I can see myself in your eyes although... are you such a prize? I think not  but then again, I want someone that's real & won't weigh me in. I like to laugh &  sing & be who I came to be but are you whom I came to see when you roll your eyes at me? Can I call you names & not care insults are exchanged? ...

It was a lucky April shower It was the most convenient door I found a million dollar baby In a five and ten cent store. The rain continued for an hour. I hung around for three or four. Around a million dollar baby In a five and ten cent store. She was selling china And when she made those eyes, I kept buying china Until the crowd got wise. Incidentally If you should run into a shower, Just step inside my cottage door, And meet the million-dollar baby From the five and ten cent store. Love comes along like a popular song Any time or anywhere at all. Rain or sunshine Spring or fall. Say, you'll never know when it may say hello In a very unexpected place. For example, take my case. (Bing scats.) She was selling china And when she made those eyes I kept buying china Until the crowd got wise. Incidentally If you should run into a shower Oh, step inside my cottage door And meet my million-dollar baby From the five and ten cent store.