Companionless I sit after a long day at work,
husbands away but that doesn't hurt.
I am I woman with girly needs,
although sometimes I wish my heart didn't bleed.
Psychology makes me afraid,
if I step out of my reverie
I'll go madly insane.
Stop these voices in my psyche,
I know there has to be somebody else like me.
If I let go and stopped being afraid,
I'd have to question my own dishonor and disreputable shame.
So I'll sheepishly go on ahead,
sitting at home with my life shifting in shallow and appalling dread.
husbands away but that doesn't hurt.
I am I woman with girly needs,
although sometimes I wish my heart didn't bleed.
Psychology makes me afraid,
if I step out of my reverie
I'll go madly insane.
Stop these voices in my psyche,
I know there has to be somebody else like me.
If I let go and stopped being afraid,
I'd have to question my own dishonor and disreputable shame.
So I'll sheepishly go on ahead,
sitting at home with my life shifting in shallow and appalling dread.
Joy M.
10-10-01
10-10-01
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