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Misbegotten

Misbegotten Where were you when was I falling down this hole? Grasping for hands that never showed? What harsh truth I discerned when you up and fucked off
as if I were to be solely blamed. Fortunately, there's a secret I keep- I brought a ladder  and  know where you rest your traitorous skull. Don't make a peep or fall asleep I am coming for you, creep. 
Joy4no1




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Peter Murphy - Cuts You Up

I find you in the morning
After dreams of distant signs
You pour yourself over me
Like the sun through the blinds You lift me up
And get me out
Keep me walking
But never shout Hold the secret close
I hear you say You know the way
It throws about
It takes you in
And spits you out It spits you out
When you desire
To conquer it
To feel you're higher To follow it
You must be clean
With mistakes
That you do mean Move the heart
Switch the pace
Look for what seems out of place On and on it goes
Calling like a distant wind
Through the zero hour we'll walk
We'll cut the thick and break the thin
No sound to break no moment clear
When all the doubts are crystal clear
Crashing hard into the secret wind You know the way
It twists and turns
Changing color
Spinning yarns You know the way
It leaves you dry
It cuts you up
And takes you high You know the way
It's painted gold
Is it honey
Is it gold You know the way
It throws about
It takes you in
And spits you out Oh, cuts you up
Oh, c…

Alex Clare - Too Close

You know I'm not one to break promises
I don't want to hurt you but I need to breathe
At the end of it all you're still my best friend
But there's something inside that I need to release
Which way is right?
Which way is wrong?
How do I say that I need to move on?
You know we're heading separate ways And it feels like I am just too close to love you
There's nothing I can really say
I can lie no more
I can hide no more
Got to be true to myself
And it feels like I am just too close to love you
So I'll be on my way You've given me more than I can return
Yet there's oh so much you deserve
Nothing to say
Nothing to do
I've nothing to give
I must live without you
You know we're heading separate ways And it feels like I am just too close to love you
There's nothing I can really say
I can lie no more
I can hide no more
Got to be true to myself
And it feels like I am just too close to love you
So I'll be on my way
So I'll be on my way And…

NIPPY

Nippy 
She is my iceberg. I have only glimpsed a sneak peek while she hides herself beneath I tell her she is sinking Doing everything I can to thaw the frost on her lips
gives me cracks no one can see as  I watch my glacial queen drift away  in unpredictable seas away from me... Joy4no1

Fuck The Sandman

 FUCK THE SANDMAN Drowsiness fills my mind with these thoughts of mindfulness be wary & listen so sleep can be sweet. No need for nightmares  when I wrap myself in a balm that taste of dark tones. No more will I sleep my sweet... Joy4no1


Pictures Of You - The Cure

I've been looking so long at these pictures of you
That I almost believe that they're real
I've been living so long with my pictures of you
That I almost believe that the pictures are
All I can feel

Remembering you
Standing quiet in the rain
As I ran to your heart to be near
And we kissed as the sky fell in
Holding you close
How I always held close in your fear
Remembering you
Running soft through the night
You were bigger and brighter and wider than snow
And screamed at the make-believe
Screamed at the sky
And you finally found all your courage
To let it all go

Remembering you
Fallen into my arms
Crying for the death of your heart
You were stone white
So delicate
Lost in the cold
You were always so lost in the dark
Remembering you
How you used to be
Slow drowned
You were angels
So much more than everything
Hold for the last time then slip away quietly
Open my eyes
But I never see anything

If only I'd thought of the right words
I could have held on to your heart
If on…

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