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Call to Moirai

Call to Moirai Sometimes I wonder why I'm alive. Is there a purpose for me? Could there be a scheme within the seams of destiny? Do the three sisters of fate sit in their chairs  laughing before Atropos snips a mortal coil? How does Clotho spin my thread to watch my days wisp by like fog off of a mountaintop? I'd call out to Lachesis but told that bitch is tight-lipped. Only time will tell but it feels like hell as the Moirai sit oblivious while I swirl these thoughts deep in mind throughout the night. Joy4no1 


A few words from mOi to you

Hey guys,

Hope everyone is having a great day.
I've been writing so much my poems have suffered, but thanks for hanging in there! I hope you like the chapters of Chester and the 24-hour lottery I have been posting. 15 chapters deep in his tale so far.
As usual, my music is changing. I listen to everything! (but country) sorry if you gasp at that. Yes, I don't like country music! Deal with it! Lyrics mean a lot, and this song resonates. Writing is a lonely profession but hell, my words, and music keep me company.
Until next time my fuktastic reader!
Joy M.

Loves gonna getcha

Loves gonna getcha All day it's there like a fissure of warmth out of sight.
Love.
Believe it or not babe- it's something to anticipate!
Everyday all day billions of people looking... wishing... speculating the day your arms will embrace.  
Scrutinize eyes diverted your way. Imagine who you'll cherish in your psychic theatre.
At the end of it all waiting for your paramour you'll never see it coming  when love does getcha babe!
Joy4no1 




DONT MAKE THE GOOD GIRLS GO BAD - DELLA HUMPHREY

Chester and th 24-hour Lottery (CH 4)

Chapter 4; Cue the Screams "You want a UZI?!" Van's exclamation to his request after they had been sequestered in a hotel room sounded impressed to Chester's nervous mind. Chester nodded and looked out of the three-story window at the city. He could see the lit up stage across the street with the crowd becoming larger the closer it came to midnight. How convenient the setup was. The door flew open and a group of dressed up, overly excited wardrobe and makeup crew descended on Chester. The stage manager stood off to the side, directing what Chester should wear and how he should look. "You will be introduced, told the rules once more, then you will exit and be on your own," the man told Chester, "Your girlfriend is not exempt from the law as you well know, so be careful on how she behaves once filming begins. I am giving her a set of Vid frames like you, so everyone can see and hear everything you do." "She's not my girlfrien…

AWOLNATION - Kill Your Heroes

Well I met an old man dying on a train.
No more destination, no more pain.
Well he said one thing, before I graduate
"Never let your fear decide your fate." I say ya kill your heroes and fly, fly, baby don't cry.
No need to worry 'cause, everybody will die.
Every day we just go, go, baby don't go.
Don't you worry we love you more than you know. Well the sun one day will
Leave us all behind.
Unexplainable sightings
In the sky.
Well I hate to be
The one to ruin the night.
Right before your, right before your eyes. I say ya kill your heroes and fly, fly, baby don't cry.
No need to worry 'cause, everybody will die.
Every day we just go, go, baby don't go.
Don't you worry we love you more than you know. Well I met an old man dying on a train.
No more destination, no more pain.
Well he said one thing, before I graduate
"Never let your fear decide your fate." I say ya kill your heroes and fly, fly, baby don't cry.
No need to worry 'cause, everybody will di…

Curbed

Curbed

I really should refrain, no one needs these ghastly prose.
Laying down words bitter and unrehearsed so others feel better to say yes, bitch,  I know it's common to be unfeeling & numb  when ceilings shatter & floors give way.
How hot can one-word scorch  paper with a pen running it bone dry to explain fucking give it a rest & live for today?
Should we listen to our own words of wisdom or squint in distaste? I contemplate somewhere in our heads there's a nexus whining fuckers, please!
I've felt up & smacked down but let me reiterate...
Let me tip my glass!
Let me mean no disrespect!
Let me be damn well prudent from  words that slice you open like teeny tiny paper cuts  across your fragile ass skin.
Let me explain, I do not care  because baby I'm out of your  fucking
spitting range.  
Joy4no1






The Shirelles - Foolish Little Girl

Slowdive - Crazy For You

Phantasmic

Phantasmic 
There is a wonder lust inside of me.
Phantom feet have stood on tall peaks & kicked up from deep seas of the purest ultramarine. Stomach matured on spicy cuisine of the Orient & sweet chocolates of Switzerland. My eyes have witnessed daring feats  & ears have heard magnificent lyrics of immortal sonnets & lips have kissed, wondrous lovers.
Subsequently
my heart was sure to splinter alas
you took it foremost to keep safe
when I soared on my imagination expedition.

Joy4no1 




QUOTE

Fain would I woo her, yet I dare not speak; I'll call for pen and ink, and write my mind. - Shakespeare, I Henry VI, V iii

HEY THERE LONELY GIRL - THE DELFONICS

Hey there lonely girl, lonely girl
Let me make your broken heart like new
Hey there lonely girl, lonely girl
Don't you know this lonely boy loves you Ever since he broke your heart you seem so lost
Each time you pass my way
Oh, how I long to take your hand
And say don't cry, I'll kiss your tears away Hey there lonely girl, my lonely girl
Let me make your broken heart like new
Hey there lonely girl, lonely girl
Don't you know this lonely boy loves you You think that only his two lips can kiss your lips
And make your heart stand still
But once you're in my arms you'll see
No one can kiss your lips the way I will
The way I will Hey there lonely girl, lonely girl
Let me make your broken heart like new Hey there lonely girl, lonely girl
Don't you know this lonely boy loves you
Don't you know this lonely boy loves you
You
Hey there lonely, lonely, lonely lonely girl (lonely girl, lonely girl)

Delegation - Oh honey

When I get lost, feel I've been crossed
She will be my salvation
When I feel low, I've nowhere to go
She'll be my inspiration Yeah, when my poor heart is breakin' apart
She'll pout it back together
She ain't the kind to show off her mind
But talkin' of love she's clever, yeah Oh, honey (Oh, honey)
Oh, honey (Oh, honey) She rarely spends time with her friends
Tells me she's blue without me
When things go wrong her faith is strong
I know she'll never doubt me Yeah, when she arrives and stands by my side
Makes me so proud to know her
High-steppin' dames with high-soundin' names
There ain't nothin' they could show her, yeah Oh, honey (My honey)
Oh, honey (Honey, honey) Now I just wanna thank you, baby
For givin' me a brand new start
I was goin' down, you saved me
When you let me in your lovin' heart, yeah Oh, honey (Talkin' 'bout you, honey)
Oh, honey (Honey) Oh, honey (Beautiful honey)
Oh, honey (You make me feel so proud, so proud, baby) O…

Chester and the 24-hour lottery (Ch 3)

Chapter 3; Chester wins the lottery Chester's pulse raced as he glanced at his watch then at his bedroom door. He could hear his mother entertaining out in the small living area and knew her company would only become wilder as the night progressed. Vanyla... her name wrapped around Chester's brain and refused to slip its hold on the emotions she provoked in his head and heart. He could smell coconut in the air and see her smiling green eyes and nearly taste those pink lips. Would she let Chester kiss her if he stopped being an asshole? What if Van didn't show in the courtyard and he was stuck looking like a fool? Stop being a pussy, Chester chided himself with a shake of his head, Van will be there and I need to get out of this fucking trailer before mother gets so drunk she has no idea which dickshe's groping for. He opened the door and stepped into the small hallway just as a man came into it, laughing and exclaiming he had to piss before he showed Chester&…

System Of A Down - Lonely Day

Such a lonely day
And it's mine
The most loneliest day of my life Such a lonely day
Should be banned
It's day that I can't stand The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life Such a lonely day
Shouldn't exist
It's day that Ill never miss
Such a lonely day
And it's mine
The most loneliest day of my life And if you go, I wanna go with you
And if you die, I wanna die with you Take your hand and walk away The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life (life) Such a lonely day
And it's mine
Is day that I'm glad I survived

Joke- Little Sister

I am with my girlfriend 2 years and decided to get married.
My parents helped as much as they could and all my friends said it's a really good idea! My girlfriend? She is a dream! But there is something that bothers me!
 Her little sister.. this is my future 20 year old sister-in-law, wearing a super skinny, mini skirt and blouses. Always leaning over and I saw her panties. She never did that in front of someone else!
One day she calls me and asks me to come over to see the wedding invitations. When I arrive she was alone. She whispered that soon I was getting married and that she has feelings for me and she thinks she can overcome them. She also said that she desperately wanted to have sex with me just once before I marry her sister.
I was shocked and could not say a word... she said to me that she was going to bed and ask if I want to join her. I froze and looked at her going up the stairs. Going up, she took her panties off and threw it at me. I stayed there for a moment and th…

THE CARS ― JUST WHAT I NEEDED

I don't mind you comin' here
And wastin' all my time
'Cause when you're standin', oh so near
I kinda lose my mind It's not the perfume that you wear
It's not the ribbons in your hair
And I don't mind you comin' here
And wastin' all my time I don't mind you hangin' out
And talkin' in your sleep
It doesn't matter where you've been
As long as it was deep, yeah You always knew to wear it well and
You look so fancy I can tell
I don't mind you hangin' out
And talkin' in your sleep I guess, you're just what I needed
I needed someone to feed
I guess, you're just what I needed
I needed someone to bleed I don't mind you comin' here
And wastin' all my time, time
'Cause when you're standin', oh so near
I kinda lose my mind, yeah It's not the perfume that you wear
It's not the ribbons in your hair
I don't mind you comin' here
And wastin' all my time I guess, you're just what I needed
I ne…

Thelonious Monk - Stuffy Turkey

Happy Thanksgiving! Joy M.

Secret - Official Video by The Pierces

Misbegotten

Misbegotten Where were you when was I falling down this hole? Grasping for hands that never showed? What harsh truth I discerned when you up and fucked off
as if I were to be solely blamed. Fortunately, there's a secret I keep- I brought a ladder  and  know where you rest your traitorous skull. Don't make a peep or fall asleep I am coming for you, creep. 
Joy4no1




Peter Murphy - Cuts You Up

I find you in the morning
After dreams of distant signs
You pour yourself over me
Like the sun through the blinds You lift me up
And get me out
Keep me walking
But never shout Hold the secret close
I hear you say You know the way
It throws about
It takes you in
And spits you out It spits you out
When you desire
To conquer it
To feel you're higher To follow it
You must be clean
With mistakes
That you do mean Move the heart
Switch the pace
Look for what seems out of place On and on it goes
Calling like a distant wind
Through the zero hour we'll walk
We'll cut the thick and break the thin
No sound to break no moment clear
When all the doubts are crystal clear
Crashing hard into the secret wind You know the way
It twists and turns
Changing color
Spinning yarns You know the way
It leaves you dry
It cuts you up
And takes you high You know the way
It's painted gold
Is it honey
Is it gold You know the way
It throws about
It takes you in
And spits you out Oh, cuts you up
Oh, c…

Alex Clare - Too Close

You know I'm not one to break promises
I don't want to hurt you but I need to breathe
At the end of it all you're still my best friend
But there's something inside that I need to release
Which way is right?
Which way is wrong?
How do I say that I need to move on?
You know we're heading separate ways And it feels like I am just too close to love you
There's nothing I can really say
I can lie no more
I can hide no more
Got to be true to myself
And it feels like I am just too close to love you
So I'll be on my way You've given me more than I can return
Yet there's oh so much you deserve
Nothing to say
Nothing to do
I've nothing to give
I must live without you
You know we're heading separate ways And it feels like I am just too close to love you
There's nothing I can really say
I can lie no more
I can hide no more
Got to be true to myself
And it feels like I am just too close to love you
So I'll be on my way
So I'll be on my way And…

NIPPY

Nippy 
She is my iceberg. I have only glimpsed a sneak peek while she hides herself beneath I tell her she is sinking Doing everything I can to thaw the frost on her lips
gives me cracks no one can see as  I watch my glacial queen drift away  in unpredictable seas away from me... Joy4no1

Fuck The Sandman

 FUCK THE SANDMAN Drowsiness fills my mind with these thoughts of mindfulness be wary & listen so sleep can be sweet. No need for nightmares  when I wrap myself in a balm that taste of dark tones. No more will I sleep my sweet... Joy4no1


Pictures Of You - The Cure

I've been looking so long at these pictures of you
That I almost believe that they're real
I've been living so long with my pictures of you
That I almost believe that the pictures are
All I can feel

Remembering you
Standing quiet in the rain
As I ran to your heart to be near
And we kissed as the sky fell in
Holding you close
How I always held close in your fear
Remembering you
Running soft through the night
You were bigger and brighter and wider than snow
And screamed at the make-believe
Screamed at the sky
And you finally found all your courage
To let it all go

Remembering you
Fallen into my arms
Crying for the death of your heart
You were stone white
So delicate
Lost in the cold
You were always so lost in the dark
Remembering you
How you used to be
Slow drowned
You were angels
So much more than everything
Hold for the last time then slip away quietly
Open my eyes
But I never see anything

If only I'd thought of the right words
I could have held on to your heart
If on…

Inconspicious

Amanda Palmer - The Killing Type

Joke - Little Johnny

Little Johnny was sitting in class doing math problems when his teacher picked him to answer a question, "Johnny, if there were five birds sitting on a fence and you shot one with your gun, how many would be left?"
"None," replied Johnny, "cause the rest would fly away."
"Well, the answer is four," said the teacher, "but I like the way you're thinking."
Little Johnny says, "I have a question for you. If there were three women eating ice cream cones in a shop, one was licking her cone, the second was biting her cone and the third was sucking her cones, which one is married?"
"Well," said the teacher nervously, "I guess the one sucking the cone."
"No," said little Johnny, "The one with the wedding ring on her finger, but I like the way you're thinking."

Butthole Surfers - Pepper

Joke - Blind Date

Joe took his blind date to the carnival. "What would you like to do first, Kim?" asked Joe.
"I want to get weighed," she said.
They ambled over to the weight guesser. He guessed 120 pounds. She got on the scale; it read 117 and she won a prize. Next, the couple went on the ferris wheel.
When the ride was over, Joe again asked Kim what she would like to do.
 "I want to get weighed." she said.
Back to the weight guesser they went. Since they had been there before, he guessed her correct weight, and Joe lost his dollar.
The couple walked around the carnival and again he asked where to next.
"I want to get weighed," she responded.
By this time, Joe figured she was really weird and took her home early, dropping her off with a handshake.
Her roommate, Laura, asked her about the blind date, "How did it go, Kim?"
Kim responded, "Oh, Waura, it was wousy."

Pink Shoelaces - Dodie Stevens Live 1959

Interstellar: A Trip Hop Mix

Chester and the 24-hour Lottery (CH 2)

Chapter 2; Chester meets Vanyla Chester looked down at his mother passed out on the sofa and wondered when she had just said, "Fuck this life, fuck Chester and fucking give me a carton of Jack to fuck myself up with so I don't have to realize I'm a failure as a human being."Shaking his head with a sigh, he covered her stinking body with a blanket before leaving the trailer for work. The others making their way to the station seemed to be extra perky today, walking in pairs or threes, talking in hushed tones. The damn lottery had everyone thinking they would be the next winner and plotting what they would do.
Chester caught sight of the weird woman from the night before ahead of him in the security line. Her black hair was still greasy looking but combed back in a neat ponytail, her uniform was Franz Fried Chicken, a workplace that was worse off than his own. He had gotten his mother food from their bi-weekly for years and had never noticed her. Had she gotten into …