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Bleachers - I Wanna Get Better

Hey, I hear the voice of a preacher from the back room
Calling my name and I follow just to find you
I trace the faith to a broken down television and put on the weather
And I've trained myself to give up on the past 'cause
I frozen time between hearses and caskets
Lost control when I panicked at the acid test
I wanna get better While my friends were getting high and chasing girls down parkway lines
I was losing my mind 'cause the love, the love, the love, the love, the love
That I gave wasted on a nice face
In a blaze of fear I put a helmet on a helmet
Counting seconds through the night and got carried away
So now I'm standing on the overpass screaming at the cars,
Hey, I wanna get better! I didn’t know I was lonely 'til I saw your face
I wanna get better, better, better, better,
I wanna get better
I didn't know I was broken 'til I wanted to change
I wanna get better, better, better, better,
I wanna get better
I go up to my room and there's girls on the ceiling
Cut out the…

STASIS

UPDATES & Chester And The 24-hour Lottery

Hello People,

Chester has been a lot of fun to write and I recently finished and published chapter 3. If you haven't checked it out, I hope you do soon. The story will only get better as I am working hard to finish by Halloween.

 I've also released chapters on Tricking Astrid, my dark romance with a twist. It's kinda smutty but who doesn't like to get dirty sometimes?

I'm working on so many projects that I keep a pen and notebook near me to write down poems, and ideas. I've always been this way, and lately the characters in my imagination have been overactive but Chester is foremost in my mind.

Shout out to my friend for this creepy book cover! You're the best! If anyone does cover art feel free to send my way because I'm always looking.

Click the link below to check out my stories guys! You don't have to be a member to read but if you do, please hit the vote button!

Hope everyone is having a great Tuesday and I will post more soon!

https://www.wat…

I REMEMBER

Joke - Hemorrhoids

There was a young couple riding a train. Next to them, an elderly man was sitting and looking out the window. The girl, clearly uncomfortable, was holding her head and laying against her boyfriend.
"What's wrong?" he asked her, concerned.
"My head really hurts," she tells him.
So, her boyfriend gives her a kiss on the forehead and ask her, "Does anywhere else hurt, honey?"
"Right here!" she says, pointing to her lips.
So, her gives her a kiss. "Better?" he asked.
"Yeah, much better!" she smiles.
"Is there anywhere else that hurts?" the boyfriend again ask the girlfriend.
"Yeah," she pouts and points to her neck. So, the boyfriend goes ahead and gives her a kiss on the neck.
Annoyed by what's happening right next to him, the elderly man reaches over, swats the young man and says, "Excuse me fella, do you do hemorrhoids?"

Riddles for your friends ;

Q: When you pull me I get longer. I fit perfectly be…

TIDES OF HER

Ne-Yo - Mad

She's starin' at me,
I'm sittin', wonderin' what she's thinkin'.
Nobody's talkin',
'Cause talkin' just turned into screamin'.
And now is I'm yellin' over her,
She's yellin' over me.
All that that means
Is neither of us is listening,
(And what's even worse)
That we don't even remember why were fighting.
So both of us are mad for
Nothin'
(Fighting for).
Nothin'
(Crying for).
Nothin'
(Whoa).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(No not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Oh, baby
I know sometimes
It's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain)
Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Oh, no, no, no
And it gets me upset, girl
When you're constantly accusing.
(Askin' q…

ANIMUS

Johnny Nash - Cupid

Cupid draw back your bow
And let your arrow flow
Straight to my lover's heart for me
Nobody else but me hey hey hey
Cupid please hear my cry
And let your arrow fly
Straight to my lover's heart for me Listen I don't want to bother you but I'm in distress
There's danger of me loosing all of my happiness
Cause I love a girl who doesn't know I exist
Ah and this you can fix so. Cupid draw back your bow
And let your arrow flow
Straight to my lover's heart for me
Nobody else but me hey hey hey
Cupid please hear my cry
And let your arrow fly
Straight to my lover's heart for me Now Cupid if your arrow makes her love strong for me
I swear I'm gonna love her until eternity
I know that tween the both of us her heart we can steal
Cupid help me if you will so. Cupid draw back your bow
And let your arrow flow
Straight to my lover's heart for me
Nobody else but me hey hey hey
Cupid please hear my cry
And let your arrow fly
Straight to my lover's heart for me Hey Cupid Cupid I'm cal…

Tricking Astrid

Hello people, 
I wrote a book a few years ago, went back recently and despised the leading lady. She was whiny and weak but I continued to try to get past it in typing up a new copy. There were so many ideas in my head at the time, such as LOVE MEETS YOU and it got put on the back burner. Good news for you though as I nearly finished writing it and it's all here for you to laugh, cry or get off on. It's a racy, crazy novel that I will be parting out on Wattpad. Maybe in the future, I may re-write it and make changes but for now.... read it and critique it!
J.M.
https://www.wattpad.com/story/122862989-tricking-astrid

Blue October - Hate Me

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They're crawling like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride,
A nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you
Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me
Just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
I'm sober now for three whole months,
It's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart
Is the one thing I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you
For holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself,
You were trying to sto…

The Pentagons - To Be Loved (Forever)

To be loved and not to be alone This is our chance for love dear And so come here to me To love and to be loved forever Let's make a vow to never, ever part You'll be mine in the morning Oh and be mine again in the night We'll always, I mean always be together Because our love, yes, our love will be right To love and to be loved forever Let's make a vow to never, ever part

Bringing The Fight

Good morning people,
I have placed the first chapter of my upcoming book BRINGING THE FIGHT on Wattpad. I hope you check it out and feel free to message me if you have questions or comments. Hope your day is one filled with joy and if not give the problem the finger!
J.M.

https://www.wattpad.com/story/122498499-bringing-the-fight

Will it be enough?

Hello people,


This is a very short tale I wrote. Take it as you will readers!
 Hope your Tuesday is going well and you've smiled at least once, if not, check out one of my jokes!

Have a wonderful day!
J.M.
Where are you Where is the door Can you leave Will you leave Don't forget to 👉 🌟
https://www.wattpad.com/story/119338344-will-it-be-enough

Hoobastank - The Reason

I'm not a perfect person
There's many thing I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And …

Chester and the 24-hour lottery - Chapter 2

*WARNING INTENDED FOR 18 AND OLDER READERS. MAY CONTAIN SUBJECT MATTER THAT COULD LEAVE YOU DISTURBED AND OFFENDED. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.*


The year is 2024 and every state has a special lottery JUST FOR YOU!
For 24 hours you can do anything your heart desires with absolutely no consequences or persecution. All you have to do is buy a blood ticket and you could be the lucky winner!


Don't forget to 👉 🌟 vote


I am interested in what you would do with 24-hours of freedom! Leave me a message or notes along side the story in Wattpad! Have a great Monday!
Thank you
J.M.

https://www.wattpad.com/story/122159813-chester-and-the-24-hour-lottery

Let Me Go

I wrote this poem in 2008.
Have you ever felt so torn up with decisions in your life? Late at night, laying in your bed where thoughts can creep inside making things feel ten times worse than they really are? The stinging introspection of what could have been or that you've lost something so profound you find yourself feeling like a zombie? That if you could only let go. . .

Thanks go out to Spillwords for publishing another one of my poems! 


http://spillwords.com/let-me-go/

The Skyliners- Since I Don't Have You

I don't have plans and schemes
And I don't have hopes and dreams
I don't have anything
Since I don't have you I don't have fond desires
And I don't have happy hours
I don't have anything
Since I don't have you I don't have happiness, and I guess
I never will again
When you walked out on me
In walked old misery
And he's been here since then I don't have love to share
And I don't have one who cares
I don't have anything
Since I don't have
You, you, you, you
You, you, you, you
You, you, you, you
(You) https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Skyliner

The Drifters Feat. Clyde McPhatter - Honey Love (1954)

Love me, love me, love me, love me, lo
Love me, love me, love me, love me, lo
Love me, love me, love me, love me, love me
Love me, love me, love me, love me, lo
I need it, I need it when the moon is bright
I need it, I need it when you hold me tight
I need it, I need it in the middle of the night
I need your honey love
I want it, I want it when the lights are low
I want it, I want it just before you go
I want it, I want it because I love you so
Have a little of mercy and give some honey love
Now throw your arms around me
Pretend that you're lovey-dove
Now you squeeze, squeeze, squeeze, squeeze
Squeeze, squeeze, ooh, squeeze
That's a honey love
I'm gonna get it, get it in the morning sun
I'm gonna get it, get it when the day is done
I'm gonna get it, get it 'cause it's so much fun
I'm gonna get me some honey love
Yes, I love it, I love it 'cause it feels so fine
I love it, I love it, yes it thrills my spine
I love it, I love it 'cause you're…

Chester and the 24-hour Lottery - Chapter 1

*WARNING INTENDED FOR 18 AND OLDER READERS. MAY CONTAIN SUBJECT MATTER THAT COULD LEAVE YOU DISTURBED AND OFFENDED. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.*


The year is 2024 and every state has a special lottery JUST FOR YOU!
For 24 hours you can do anything your heart desires with absolutely no consequences or persecution. All you have to do is buy a blood ticket and you could be the lucky winner!

Don't forget to 👉 🌟 vote
Thank you

https://www.wattpad.com/story/122159813-chester-and-the-24-hour-lottery


Harry Roy & His Orchestra "My Girl's Pussy"

The Boswell Sisters - Was that the human thing to do?

Looking

The Verve - Lucky Man

Happiness
More or less
It's just a change in me
Something in my liberty
Oh, my, my Happiness
Coming and going
I watch you look at me
Watch my fever growing
I know just where I am But how many corners do I have to turn?
How many times do I have to learn
All the love I have is in my mind? Well, I'm a lucky man
With fire in my hands Happiness
Something in my own place
I'm stood here naked
Smiling, I feel no disgrace
With who I am Happiness
Coming and going
I watch you look at me
Watch my fever growing
I know just who I am But how many corners do I have to turn?
How many times do I have to learn
All the love I have is in my mind? I hope you understand
I hope you understand
Oh, no no no no no no no no no
Gotta love that'll never die Happiness
More or less
It's just a change in me
Something in my liberty Happiness
Coming and going
I watch you look at me
Watch my fever growing
I know
Oh, my, my
Oh, my, my
Oh, my, my
Oh, my, my Gotta love that'll never dies
Gotta love that'll never died
No, no
I'm…

Joke

A man and a woman were having drinks when they got into an argument about who enjoyed sex more.
The man said, "Men obviously enjoy sex more than women. Why do you think we're so obsessed with getting laid?"
"That doesn't prove anything," the woman countered, "Think about this; when your ear itches and you stick your little finger in it, wiggle it around, and then pull it out, which feels better- your ear or your finger?"

Zager and Evans - In The Year 2525

In the year 2525, if man is still alive If woman can survive, they may find
In the year 3535
Ain't gonna need to tell the truth, tell no lie
Everything you think, do and say
Is in the pill you took today
In the year 4545
You ain't gonna need your teeth, won't need your eyes
You won't find a thing to chew
Nobody's gonna look at you
In the year 5555
Your arms hangin' limp at your sides
Your legs got nothin' to do
Some machine's doin' that for you
In the year 6565
You won't need no husband, won't need no wife
You'll pick your son, pick your daughter too
From the bottom of a long glass tube In the year 7510
If God's a coming, He oughta make it by then
Maybe He'll look around Himself and say
Guess it's time for the judgment day
In the year 8510
God is gonna shake His mighty head
He'll either say I'm pleased where man has been
Or tear it down, and start again In the year 9595
I'm kinda wonderin' if man is gonna be alive
He's taken eve…

Creep

When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
And I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
She's running out again,
She's running out
She's run run run run
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo,
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
I don't belong here.

Convoluted

Lost and Found

Bessie Smith - Need A Little Sugar In My Bowl

Tired of bein' lonely, tired of bein' blue
I wished I had some good man, to tell my troubles to
Seem like the whole world's wrong
Since my man's been gone

I need a little sugar in my bowl
I need a little hot dog on my roll
I can stand a bit of lovin', oh so bad
I feel so funny, I feel so sad

I need a little steam-heat on my floor
Maybe I can fix things up, so they'll go
What's the matter hard papa
Come on and save your mama's soul
'Cause I need a little sugar, in my bowl, doggone it
I need a some sugar in my bowl

I need a little sugar in my bowl
I need a little hot dog between my rolls
You gettin' different, I've been told
Move your finger, drop something in my bowl

I need a little steam-heat on my floor
Maybe I can fix things up, so they'll go
Get off your knees, I can't see what you're drivin' at
It's dark down there looks like a snake!
C'mon here and drop somethin' here in my bowl
Stop your foolin' and drop somethin' in my b…

Joke- Screaming Wives

Three friends decided to bet each other 100 dollars on who could make their wives scream more during sex. 
They all went home to have sex with their wives and make them scream.
The next day they meet up again.
The first friend said, "I made love to my wife for two hours and she was screaming for at least one-and-a-half hours."
The second friend countered, "That's nothing. I started licking my wife for two hours and she was screaming the whole time and a half-hour after that."
Then the third friend said, "That's pathetic. I made love to my wife for ten minutes, I came a couple times, I wiped my dick on the curtain, and she's still screaming!"

The Melodians "You don't need me"

I heard them saying, you don't want me
You don't need me, not anymore
I heard them saying, you don't love me
You don't care for me, not anymore
Look at all those things I have beared for you
Look at all those trouble, you make me feel
Now you have gone and have left me
But you'll never get away, yeah, you'll never get away
I heard them saying, you left me stranded
You left me all alone in misery
I heard them saying, you don't love me
You don't care for me, not anymore
The road of life is so rocky
And someday you might fall back on me
I will forgive you, I know that I will
But you'll never get away, yeah, someone will make you pay
The road of life is so rocky
And someday you might fall back on me
I will forgive you, I know that I will
But you'll never get away, yeah, you'll never get away
I heard them saying, you don't want me
You don't need me, not anymore
I heard them saying, you don't love me
You don't care for me, not anymore
I heard them …

Intrusion

Sometimes I wake up at night,
     full of fright.

Where am I going?
Who am I?

Everything I thought was me,
     disappeared as if long ago 
          decided ineffectual.

There are so many reasons why I change,
     yet so few as to why I should remain the same.

Inappropriate,
     incriminating
          choices I have made,
             and I think of you and want to go insane.

One of these nights I'll sleep sound,
     not thinking of you or these inexcusable things.

J.M.

JOKE - Man Wanted

Mary had her fill with the men she had in her life and had just broken up with her latest beau. Determined to finally 'Meet The One', she places an advert in the local paper's lonely hearts classified. 

It said, "Wanted- A man who will not hit me, not leave me but has to be an extremely wonderful lover."

Many weeks pass and not one answer to her ad... until there's a knock at the door. Mary goes to answer the door and opens it to see a man in a wheelchair with no arms or legs.

"I'm here about the ad," he said.

"How do I know you won't hit me?" says Mary.

"Well I have no arms so I cannot hit you even if I wanted to," he replied.

"How do I know you won't leave me?" says Mary.

"Well I have no legs so I cannot leave you even if I wanted to," he replied.

"How do I know that you're an extremely wonderful lover?" says Mary.

"Well," begins the man, "What the fuck did you think I knocked…

lare Fader - Betty Crocker's Bail

Mrs. Betty Crocker is going to jail
Her chocolate brownie cake mix is looking mighty stale
Good ladies of the city are having a bake sale
Raising necessary dough for Betty Crocker's bail

Her goose is cooked and her fish is fried
Her bread got burned by the fireside
Her jam won't set and her buns won't rise
They'be been tied in knots from telling little white lies
Tied them with red bribbons to make sweet alibis

She's been making gravy out of store-bought stock
Got the butcher's wife in a state of shock
Oh, Mrs. Betty Crocker, where is your head?
Putting bacon grease in the gingerbread

Your neighbor said that you've been stealing things
So you tied her up with your apron strings
Mrs. Betty Crocker what ya gonna do?
Old Uncle Ben has been telling on you

What ya gonna do? Make a big old batch of jailbird stew
Now Mrs. Betty Crocker is out of jail, and boy oh boy, has she got a tale to tell
But she won't be cooking, she don't give a damn
Cause she'…

Love don't live here anymore

You abandoned me
Love don't live here anymore
Just a vacancy
Love don't live here anymore

When you lived inside of me
There was nothing I could conceive
That you wouldn't do for me
Trouble seemed so far away
You changed that right away, baby

You abandoned me
Love don't live here anymore
Just a vacancy
Love don't live here anymore

Love don't live here anymore
Just emptiness and memories
Of what we had before
You went away
Found another place to stay, another home

You abandoned me
Love don't live here anymore
Just a vacancy, babe
Love don't live here anymore

In the windmills of my eyes
Everyone can see the loneliness inside me
Why'd ya have to go away
Don't you know I miss you so and need your love

You abandoned me
Love don't live here anymore
Just a vacancy, babe
Love don't live here anymore

You abandoned me
Love don't live here anymore
Just a vacancy, babe
Love don't live here, live here no more
no no no

You abandoned me

JOKE - Penis Studies

Several years ago, Great Britain funded a study to determine why the head on a man's penis is larger than the shaft. The Study took two years and cost over 1.2 million pounds. The study concluded that the reason the head of a man's penis is larger than the shaft is to provide the man with more pleasure during sex. 

After the results were published, France decided to conduct their own study on the same subject. They were convinced that the results of the British study were incorrect. After three years of research at a cost of an excess of 2 million Euros, the French researchers concluded that the head of a man's penis is larger than the shaft to provide the woman with more pleasure during sex.

When the results of the French study were released, Australia decided to conduct their own studies. The Aussies didn't really trust British or French studies. So, after nearly three hours of intensive research and a cost around 75 dollars (three cases of beer), the Aussie study was …

JOKE - From Heaven to Hell

Two friends die. 
One goes to Heaven and the other goes to Hell. 
The one that goes to Heaven begs the angel to let him visit his friend in Hell, and the angel agrees. 
He gets to hell and sees his friend surrounded by beautiful woman and alcohol everywhere.
He says to his friend, "Wow, you were a son of a bitch when we were alive! Hell looks better than Heaven."
So the friend says, "Pour yourself a glass of wine."
The friend from Heaven pours the wine and notices that the glass has no bottom. 
The good friend looks at the bad one in confusion, and the bad friend says, "The glass has no bottom, and neither do the girls. Welcome to Hell!!"

Happy Hump Day!

Hello People,

Happy Wednesday to you all. Hope the day is finding you well and smiling.

I have been putting in time on my new book, made a goal of 2k words a day and its working out well. I have the name of the book figured out. I like to let these things come naturally and although some writer are more organized than that; my system is just fine!

If you are subscribed to Kindle Unlimited, don't forget you can read my books and Love Meets you Part 2 is just a dollar!

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Have a wonderful day wherever you are and remember you can always leave me a message!

J.M.

Untouchable

If you want my lovin 
     say my name
Maybe I'll strip
   N leave all shame
&
Dance on stage....



The dance of joy starts real slow
Hips sway 
   2 N fro...
Red lips smile 
@
You
     but untouchable is this woman to you....

J.M.

QUOTE

Philosophers are after all like poets.
They are pathfinders.
What everyone can feel, what everyone can know in the bone and marrow of him, they sometimes can find words for and express. The words and thoughts of the philosophers are not exactly the words and thoughts of the poet--worse luck. But both alike have the same function. They are, if I may use a simile, so many spots, or blazes, blazes made by the ax of the human intellect on the trees of the otherwise trackless forest of human experience. They give to you somewhere to go from. They give us a direction and a place to reach... The blazes give a sort of ownership. We can now use the forest, wind across it with companions, and enjoy its quality. It is no longer a place merely to get lost in and never return.

--William James
Pragmatism, 1907

Joke - Assurance

I was sitting on my own in a restaurant, when I saw a beautiful woman at another table.
I sent her a bottle of the most expensive wine on the menu.
She sent me a note: "I will not touch a drop of this wine unless you can assure me that you have seven inches in your pants."
So I wrote back : "Give me the wine. As gorgeous as you are, I'm not cutting off three inches for anyone!"

Set free

You tease my mind,
hacking at my soul.

My heart thinks one thing,
but you quickly set it straight.

Are we in love,
or just playing a role?

I feel lost when alone,
but I'm sad when I'm with you.

I think you know me,
but am I sure?

The gate is high,
but it's wooden.

Strike the match,
and set us free.

J.M.

You

YOU tell me I shouldn't care about YOU,
     that all your promises were heartfelt but not meant to come true.
I believed in YOU.
I wanted YOU to believe in us too.
My heart has to learn now
     how not to beat for two.
I am always thinking of YOU.
My memory burns with YOU.
How could YOU be so cruel?

J.M.

Only Sixteen

She was only sixteen, only sixteen
I loved her so
But she was too young to fall in love
And I was too young to know We'd laugh and we'd sing
And do the little things
That made my heart glow
But she was too young to fall in love
And I was too young to know Why did I give my heart so fast
It never will happen again
But I was a mere lad of sixteen
I've aged a year since then She was only sixteen, only sixteen
With eyes that would glow
But she was too young to fall in love
And I was too young to know Oh, it never will happen again
(But you were a mere lad of sixteen)
I've aged a year since then She was only sixteen, only sixteen
With eyes that would glow
But she was too young to fall in love
And I was too young to know
But she was too young to fall in love
And I was too young to know
Whoa, she was too young to fall in love
And I was too young to know

Feel It

Skin sweaty with bullets like rain,
    air heady,
       smelling of jollity.
Arms wide,
    like wings of a dove.
Mind on what is to come.
Will it be finger soft caressing,
      up over pimpled flesh?
Or the wanton grip of perverse need
       between open knees?
Find the place where
      two become one. . .
          delve into licking across slippery surfaces meant for pleasurable fun.
Slap that,
     suck this,
             Ride it,
                subsume the moment to
                           FEEL IT. 

J.M.




Joke.. politics

A small boy asks his Dad, "Daddy, what is politics?"
Dad says, "Well son, let me try to explain it this way: I'm the breadwinner of the family, so let's call me Capitalism. Your mom, she's the administrator of the money, so we'll call her the Government. We're here to take care of your needs, so we'll call you the People. The nanny, we'll consider her the Working Class. And your baby brother, we'll call him the Future. Now, think about that and see if that makes sense."
So the little boy goes off to bed thinking about what Dad had said.
Later that night, he hears his baby brother crying, so he gets up to check on him. He finds that the baby has severely soiled his diaper. The little boy goes to his parents' room and finds his mother sound asleep. Not wanting to wake her, he goes to the nanny's room. Finding the door locked, he peeks in the keyhole and sees his father having sex with the nanny.
 He gives up and goes back to be…

Pinch Me

It's the perfect time of year
Somewhere far away from here
I feel fine enough, I guess
Considering everything's a mess
There's a restaurant down the street
Where hungry people like to eat
I could walk but I'll just drive
It's colder than it looks outside
Like a dream you try to remember but it's gone
(Pinch me) Then you try to scream but it only comes out as a yawn
(I'm still asleep) When you try to see the world, beyond your front door
(Please God) Take your time, is the way I rhyme gonna make you smile
(Tell me) When you realize that a guy my size might take a while
(I'm still asleep) Just to try to figure out what all this is for
It's the perfect time of day
To throw all your cares away
Put the sprinkler on the lawn
And run through with my gym shorts on
Take a drink right from the hose
And change into some dryer clothes
Climb the stairs up to my room
Sleep away the afternoon
Like a dream you try to remember but it's gone
(Pinch me) Then you try to scream but it…

Leap into my sin

I think sometimes I will not win.
That all my efforts lead to sin.
I just want hot sex on a cold night.
Someone to hold me tight & tell me everything is alright.
Kill the pain with sweat & tears.
I want to be touched until my skin burns from thoughtless passion.
Passion that you can give,
      if only you leap into my sin.

J.M.

Joke

A couple were sitting in the living room watching TV when the phone rang.
The husband picked it up, listened for five seconds then screamed, "How the hell would I know? Call the weather channel!"
As he stomped back to his chair his wife asked, "What was that all about?"
He replied, "It was just some dumb asshole wanting to know if the coast was clear."

Hope

The wheel of life never settles on you.
The turning and yearning will make you blue.
Leave what you know, and pick up what you don't.
Someday you just may find what you want with a little bit of hope.

J.M.

Joke

A depressed young woman was so desperate that she decided to end her life by throwing herself in the ocean.
When she went down to the docks,a handsome young sailor noticed her tears, took pity on her, and said, "Look, you've got a lot to live for. I'm off to Europe in the morning, and if you like, I can stow you away on my ship. I'll take good care of you and bring you food every day." Moving closer, he slipped his arm around her waist and added, "I'll keep you happy, and you'll keep me happy."
The girl nodded yes. After all, what did she have to lose?
That night, the sailor brought her aboard and hid her in a lifeboat.
From then on, every night he brought her three sandwiches and a piece of fruit, and they made passionate love until dawn.
Three weeks later, during a routine search, she was discovered by the captain. "What are you doing hiding in this lifeboat?" the captain asked.
She got up and explained, "I have an arrangement w…

Don't let the sun catch you cryin'

Don't let the sun catch you cryin'
The night's the time for all your tears
Your heart may be broken tonight
But tomorrow in the morning light
Don't let the sun catch you cryin'
The night-time shadows disappear
And with them go all your tears
For the morning will bring joy
For every girl and boy
So don't let the sun catch you cryin'
We know that cryin's not a bad thing
But stop your cryin' when the birds sing
It may be hard to discover
That you've been left for another
But don't forget that love's a game
And it can always come again
Oh don't let the sun catch you cryin'
Don't let the sun catch you cryin', oh no Oh, oh, oh

Flip like a coin

What she moves in shape alone
Can produce drooling drones
What she thinks inside
Can make others open their minds

What she cuts with words
Can disappear anyone not
Disciplined enough to disagree.

There are two sides of what I feel inside.
Flip me over and pick a side.
Heads
or
Tails...

J.M.

Affection- cigarettes after sex

I know that you say I get mean when I'm drinking
 But then again sometimes I get really sweet
So what does it mean if I tell you to go fuck yourself
Or if I say that you're beautiful to me

It's affection, always
You're gonna see it someday
My attention for you
Even if it's not what you need

Sometimes we talk all night long, we don't shut up
 And when it's late we'll say we're still wide awake so...
We love to talk about how you'll come up to visit me
 And we'll rent a car and we'll drive upstate

It's affection, always
You're gonna see it someday
My attention's on you
 Even if it's not what you need

I think of you
I want you too
I'd fall for you
I think of you
I want you too
I'd fall for you
I think of you
 I want you too
 I'd fall for you
 I think of you
 I want you too
 I'd fall for you

 It's affection, always
It's affection, always

QUOTE

Be careful of words. . .
Words and eggs must be handled with care.
Once broken they are impossible
things to repair.

-Anne Sexton
 "Words" in The awful Rowing Towards God, 1975

Chet Faker - Gold (Official Music Video)

You gotta know, I'm feeling love

 Made of gold, I never loved her

Another one, another you

 It's gotta be love I said it

You gotta know, I'm feeling love

 You gotta know, I'm feeling love

 You gotta know, I'm feeling love

 Made of gold, I never loved her

 Another one, another you

 It's gotta be love I said it

 I might as well be in a garden I said, ah a smell in the air is a dripping rose (you could be the one for me)

Another soul to meet my void then

Of anything bare that's made of gold

 A physical kiss is nothing without it

 And you close your eyes to see what it's done

 The body that lies is built up on looking 'Cause all that remains before it's begun

You gotta know, I'm feeling love

Made of gold, I never loved her

 Another one, another you It's gotta be love, I said it

You gotta know, I'm feeling love

 Made of gold, I never loved her

 Another one, another you

It's gotta be love, I said it

A heart will swell before it's …

When I said...

Groove Armada - Think Twice

Close your eyes and lose the feeling that's been sinking
Close your eyes and count to three
 Close your eyes rewind, I know just what you're thinking
Close your eyes and think of me
Larger than life, niceties
Bigger than you, more than me
I've got the Monday morning blues
And oh my God
I've got the home for you
And give the everyday morning you...use
There's things right here I can't afford to choose
Close your eyes and lose the feeling that's been sinking
 Close your eyes and count to three
 Close your eyes rewind, I know just what you're thinking
Close your eyes and think of me
Sincere, caramel, champagne, down drain, tell him, no gain
 It's so damn physical it will sustain
And too damn Technicolor to refrain
And much too taxing for my little brain
Why do we never know enough of happiness?
Why do they never show?
All the times we have been so good and caring
 How many times we'll never know
Close your eyes and lose the feeling that's bee…

Starting Over - The Raspberries (1974)

Sunday writing muse music...

Hope everyone is having a great day!

J.M.

Empty

What is this empty vessel doing in my hand?
I swear I filled it up just moments ago.

Condensation is slick on the vessel I have in my hand,
But it's as empty as an up-turned hourglass.

It wasn't supposed to be this empty I was sure.
Was there a hole that was made while I looked away?

I wish I could wind back time,
never to have filled this vessel that seems as broken as fragile glass.

It can never be full again
but I will set it aside
for some other fool
to be duped
by the
condensation too.
J.M.

What's mOi name?

Ima push you against the wall,
hear you exhale,
demand you say mOi name baby doll.

Look into my hazel eyes,
don't be afraid,
it's okay
I only want to play...

Open your mouth,
here comes my tongue,
Ima be rubbing against something long.

Circle around,
pin me down.

I will try to deny,
it's not you I want inside.

Don't break a sweat,
just get me nice and wet.

I want to win this round.
Let me pin you with your pants down.

Who's winning or losing,
does it matter when our moans are ensuing?

Say mOi name,
have no shame.

What's MY name?

J.M.

Quote

Human reaction to words, like much other human behavior, is also motivated by irrational impulses.
-Louis B Solomon
Semantics and common sense, 1966

My Mad Love Song Collection

My writing muse music for the day...

In the works....

Hello people,

Writing about Coralee has been fairly easy. She's a strong woman who although leading a sheltered life knows how the evil of the world works. Still working on a title and cover for the book but hope to finish it before September. Fingers crossed!
Have a great Thursday!

J.M.

Used By Him

I was blanketed in lust.

Devoured from the inside with
   rhythmic perspiration.

Plunging deep, like a knife,
   on a cold winter night.

I lifted myself towards it like a glutton,
   head spinning all of a sudden.

He was striving towards some intoxicated hard earned moment,
   which I found Herculean and unnerving.

I've been thinking of how he looked in ecstasy,
   calling my name as if the two were the same.

Then he was gone,
   the blanket of lust stripped away without shame.

Cold and empty without shelter,
   it's just my body he's after.

Lick my lips,
   flip my hair
       Where the hell is my
           underwear?

J.M.

I was inspired on Twitter last night...

Hello People,
I believe that when you feel strong emotions, putting them down is therapeutic. I have a book of poems I've had for YEARS and although some are silly, like the ones about boys I liked back in junior high, I still have them to reflect on and see how I've grown as a writer.

Everyone is different in their emotional release and I love finding those differences.
Hope everyone is having a great Monday!
J.M.

https://twitter.com/JOY4NO1/status/894438351285002240
https://twitter.com/JOY4NO1/status/894457018320207872

In the works...

Hello people,
I'm working hard on my new book.  It's dark, it's wild and has me throwing back the covers at night to write a scene. Here's a little quote from Jaxxen, who I'm sure you'll love or hate depending on your position of filthy language and putting anyone in the ground that gets in his way.

Have a great day!
J.M.


I Will Possess Your Heart (Album Version video)

I love this song... play it at least twice a day and hope you love the intro as much as I do.

Starting this weekend...

Hello to those of you who check in!
I hope you're all having a great day and are smiling.
To celebrate my birthday on Friday I am making my first book of Love Meets You available for free until Monday. Don't miss out and spread the word!

Click on the link for a free preview now!

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"OBSIDIOTS: Live From District 11" -- A Bad Lip Reading of Catching Fire

STILETTOS & RAIN

She winced and groveled,
but you could not diminish her zeal.

Things were said, felt & gesticulated
through the rain which she hoped would never end.

The disheveled appearance after the underplayed belittlement
only made for more inward exhilarant.

She takes the barbs,
welcomes the accusations because in the blatant end. . .

SHE WILL DANCE ON YOUR GRAVE WEARING NOTHING BUT
STILETTOS & RAIN.

J.M.

Dylan Quote

The words to the songs aren't written out just for the paper, they're written so you can read them. . . . It ain't the melodies that're important, man, it's the words.
--Bob Dylan
Dylan, 1984

Mirrored Reflections

I wish I could be you.
I could see in your eyes and witness me and all the feelings that flee.
Stop to think of me, so I can love.
If you were my eyes, you'd marvel in that surprise.
Can I love myself too much or want love at the touch?
I wish to be you, can't I love you?

Pause to reflect on this.

You read about me, and how you feel me.
Is self-love is a sin, or remembered as vanity, one of the many recollections of our minds?
Together.
Together I pull us, so I can be you.
Say LOVE IS A SIN?
Or just one of our mirrored feelings?
Breathe me in, like a roll of sweet smelling smoke.
Get higher off of me than a bird could see me, pointing from below.
The bird looks at me; the image reflecting in the glasses I have for eyes.

I WISH I COULD BE YOU. . .

J.M.