I Wonder

The wildness of the years

can't pacify what I need to hear.

That you want me near

dear

That our naked skin isn't to demoralizing & unclear.

My body can't stop quivering

when you are near.

Do you want me mOi for me?

what I have called you

in ecstasy - dear?

I want to see you smile

know it is worth my time

That my mind

body

soul

aren't being used for what you consider yours alone.

I am who I will always be

Someone that feels

bleeds

That has so many ideas

won't be caged.

I can see myself in your eyes

although... are you such a prize?

I think not

but then again,

I want someone

that's real

won't weigh me in.

I like to laugh

sing

be who I came to be

but are you whom I came to see

when you roll your eyes at me?

Can I call you names

not care insults are exchanged?

Have a glitch in my facsimile

see you in the tapestry?

I wonder. . .

J.M.

(12-8-08)

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